{"id":151,"date":"2009-09-05T23:11:00","date_gmt":"2009-09-05T23:11:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogger.scottyanderson.com\/?p=151"},"modified":"2010-02-03T02:03:00","modified_gmt":"2010-02-03T10:03:00","slug":"i-was-too-whimpy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blog.scottyanderson.com\/?p=151","title":{"rendered":"I Was Too Whimpy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today is the Cougars&#8217; season opener for football. This is the first year I have not been eager about the football season. That dates back to the loss of the no-shutout streak the Cougs had. It had dated back to eighty-four. I am bitter over that being lost, so I haven&#8217;t been able to get overly excited about this season. We did better against Stanford than last season, but I didn&#8217;t care. <\/p>\n<p>I watched the Cougar game on TV until I had to leave to go to Bothell for Justin&#8217;s football game. I put in Ballard High School in the GPS. I hit the road. I got on to the five-twenty bridge. Just after the last exit I realized that I had put in Ballard instead of Bothell. So I had to go across the bridge and back to get on the correct route. Justin&#8217;s team won. Jon is the first year coach. This is the first win for the team. They were winless last season. <\/p>\n<p>On the way back from Bothell I had texted back and forth with Peter. I was thinking I could meet up with him. I went to his place and we sat down and talked. Just like the times before. We talked politics. We agree on things, but we always find a way to argue our points and make fun of the other person.<\/p>\n<p>I wanted to ask him point blank what happened to us back in the day. But I wasn&#8217;t able to muster up the courage to bring up the subject. I was mad at myself for being a whimp about it. I want to know the answer, but I am not sure the best way to bring it up. A couple times I wanted to ask, but I never did.<\/p>\n<p>When I left I was on the way home and I was mad at myself thinking about how I could have brought it up. I think the way I can do it is to ask him, &#8220;What happened at the beginning of your sophomore year?&#8221; That will start off the conversation. I need to know how I went from someone who hung out with him daily to someone he acted like didn&#8217;t exist. We went from best friends to people who never saw each other. It was all on him though, because I still tried. He even admitted on his twenty-first birthday that he was being an &#8220;ass&#8221; to me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today is the Cougars&#8217; season opener for football. This is the first year I have not been eager about the football season. That dates back to the loss of the no-shutout streak the Cougs had. It had dated back to eighty-four. I am bitter over that being lost, so I haven&#8217;t been able to get [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[8,16,9],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.scottyanderson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/151"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.scottyanderson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.scottyanderson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.scottyanderson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.scottyanderson.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=151"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/blog.scottyanderson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/151\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2454,"href":"http:\/\/blog.scottyanderson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/151\/revisions\/2454"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.scottyanderson.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=151"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.scottyanderson.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=151"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.scottyanderson.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=151"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}