No, I’m not Mad

April 15th, 2010

I hit the road this morning. I have been putting in a lot of hours at the SO. I was out on the road until four o’clock PM because I had to get to the jail. I only work two days a week at the jail for a total of twelve hours plus a shift here and there for coverage.

I got a message on facebook today from Chia. He asked if he did something that made me mad. He said it has been a while since we talked and he was hoping all was well.

I don’t know what it is, but since leaving my full-time post at the fire department my inclusion in the things they do has really fallen off. It is almost like was never downtown. I use to get invited to the things they do, but it has been months since I did anything with them and I can’t believe they haven’t done anything over the last four plus months.

There were many times that they were doing something and I was an after thought. I would message someone who was out with the group and then I would get invited. I didn’t like that too much. I guess I believed we were friends. It seemed like we were close while I was there, but it didn’t take long for them to forget who I was.

I am not mad at Chia. But I considered him a friends, more-so than many of the people who were there. We hung out at work and got along well, but we didn’t do a lot of stuff off work hours. But Chia seems to have fallen in with that crowd. Many times the only time I am contacted by Chia is when he has a question or wants to do something. Not to do things like friends. I remember he use to call when he was in town to hang out for a while or to get some chow. But not any more.


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